More: https://rexorangecounty.com/ https://soundcloud.com/rexorangecounty https://twitter.com/rexorangecountylang=en Lyrics: yeah, I don't know where to start how do you admit that you're falling apart I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart my mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart I live the words that I've said and I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm shit in my head and well but maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right right 'cus guess what, people try to tell me how to deal with myself but I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health I don't care don't tell me and don't text me 'cus that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me and its bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie these days I prefer to just not be outside and these days I just end up spending all of my time with my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright 'cus time keeps rollin' and I'm just making songs I'm doing my best still find myself stressed and I'm no longer sure where I belong I'm falling to rut don't know who to trust (Don't trust anyone, not even me) some people concentrate on style too much but I think I just force myself to smile too much and that should soon end for the best I wanna live my life with no stress love life and feel blessed, like it's kind of funny on the inside I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, shit and thats pretty much it yeah thats pretty much it (is there anything else) oh yeah my jaw hurts a lot 'cus I grind it with stress (uh huh) I was an idiot recently and lost all of my friends (oh) nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile being at school makes me aware how I haven't been myself in a while and I wonder what it was like to be 11 wonder if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven (why) every now and then I think about the fact that I'd become a legend if I died at 27 I do not own this song.