hi, i know i haven't been as productive as i was in 2020, but here's a little gift before ending 2021. the whole point i made this song is.. because i just wanna appreciate every single one that has been a part of my journey since day 1. it has been quite a rough run, not as i expected it would be when i was a kid thinking of becoming a singer, a future celebrity, a genius musician. had to go through lots of ups and downs, bullied from the internet, negative critics from certain people, underestimated by ALOOT, having my first ever mental breakdown in 2019 cause i felt like a failure. a 16 year old, unstable teenager facing to lots of adults that can be quite manipulative is a very unique experience where i would have never thought i had to go through. it was fun HAHA ngl it was actually fun. despite all the things that has happened, one thing i realized lately is that i have become a way better character than i am back then. i have people looking up to me and saying "i wish i could be you" HAHA i have lots of support from u guys as well which made me even stronger than before. i now have a reason to write more songs, and it's all because of u guys. u guys are now my priority, for my career, and i do believe that i wouldn't be the person i am today, if i hadn't meet the "antagonist" in my life story, and i am forever grateful for them. teaching how to become an independent person, how to know the boundaries between ambition, obsession, and self destruction. i wouldn't be as strong and resilient as i am today. thank u. i'm also sorry for all the mistakes i made and the people i have dragged down with me, and i do understand if u guys prefer to go your own seperate ways, i never got the chance to say this, but i wish there was a bigger word than "love" itself, and you all will always be in my record books. thank u xx Songwriter : Arash Buana & Azrah Quratta Composer & Producer : Arash Buana Co Producer, Mix and Master : Casey Leiwakabessy Recorded at Highground Studio Video Editor, Colorist : Wisnu Juan Pradan