Official Lyric Video for “The Number You Have Dialed Is Not in Service” by $uicideboy$ Listen to 'Long Term Effects of Suffering': https://orcd.co/longtermeffectsofsuff... Follow $uicideboy$ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/suicideboys/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/suicideboys/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/SUICIDEBOYS [VERSE I: Raindrop Walka] i'm falling apart you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening i keep on damaging myself tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck i'm bout to drip until i drown all these drugs up in my nose i taste the drip that shit's so sour all these cars that i bought either don't start or they got impounded pursued the american dream the nightmare's what i doubted catch a flight to london or i'll catch a flight to lyon show my face in public show another one at home see my name on the marquee letters falling down littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring life ain't like a rap video that's just a warning hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning [VERSE II: Hearse Boy] all this misery, misery, misery fuck look at my history no mystery where I might end up just shut up don’t wanna hear it it’s my decision may be my last words so just please listen so long it’s been torture being here so gone getting high been how I cope with fear same song and I’m sick of singing it let me move on it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall bear witness to everything that I can’t solve my therapist made me promise before I end it all that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking is it really worth it what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain really don’t think I wanna take this any further made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone it said.. [OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy] when l